I wouldn't wish that even to my worst ennemy. Have you ever feel like you're not going to be happy again ? Being in a situation that is so helpless that you cannot ever remember the last time you laugh sincerely (cause from now, it's just a heap of lies and pretending), that you end up thinking the next step is..no you can't even say it nor write it. You don't want to believe it. But actually, what's the point in living this way ? Shivering with the least noise, not being able to talk since you're always gagging, to sleep nor to eat. This is decidely more than fear, or anger, or sadness. This is all in the same time multiply tenfolded. 
It doesn't turn you stronger, no. It turns you odious toward other people. Obviously you're now able to put things into perspective, definitely more than ever. Life's becoming just ridiculous, people complaining about nothing. Little do they know what's in your head, little do they know how strong you want to shake them and punch them the hardest you can. This is when you realise how much it's affecting you, you are about to succumb to impulsiveness...If only you could be selfish once in a lifetime, pack your things and just fly away. Start from scratch. This is the only thing you dream about, just being free and not worrying. Before that, your head was full of carrer and love aspiration. Now you just crave for peace and quiet, and that's all. It should be something assured, not something you dream about. 
Your future (if there is one) is deeply influenced as well. Hesitating between not trusting anybody, just focusing on work and forget social to be sure you won't fall on the wrong person as she did and on the contrary fighting and trying your best you give people what you didn't have during youth. 

Trust me, if one day you manage to go through it, at the second itself this torture ends, you will be the most gratified person ever.